MonCheri

What the hell, I can try right?  I'm a single mom of a beautiful 10 year old.  She and I currently live in Schaumburg, IL but unfortunately are pretty far from friends and family, a detail that is increasingly annoying.  What else?  I party much more than I should, but have promised myself that this is an issue I'm going to start working on and I'll probably write about here.  I never think I'm good enough at anything in life, and therefore have settled into one of complacency, something else I'll probably write about.  I'm never satisfied with myself.  I've loved selflessly and selfishly.  I've been hurt and have done plenty of hurting to people I love and people that I've loved and lost.  I'm constantly desiring to better myself, but do not do NEAR enough to accomplish this goal on any level.  I'm too hard on myself in many areas and not near as hard as I should be in others.  I'm not happy with any area of my life other than my daughter who's amazing and wonderful and beautiful despite having a mother that is so self depricating.